Oct. 4

I got the best news the other day our roommate is going back to cali, I'm soo happy about that. But i then got some bummer news, My sister Andrea is losing her house so i have to know let her live with us for a few months. Which kinda sucks but you got to do what you got to do right.

I cant believe its been a hole week since i have wrote on my blog. I have been really busy between work and family that i dont really have to much time for me. So i'm taking 5 mintues to write on this blog so i feel better. Today i went to chruch got to go back to work. So next week for two weeks i'm doing lots of overtime since i can and we need to money for christmas.

My baby is getting so big he is now 4 months old. He has his doctors appt. on weds. cant wait to see how big he is getting. I'm soo happy to be a mommy and wifey. For once in my life i feel so happy to be here. Its been on of those good weeks just really tried since i get up at 6am dont get to bed until 11 or so with working. Its kinda hard on me. But its what needs to happen to make a good family for your self.

I love the fact that i'm learning to tell my family no know. which makes them mad but why should i run myself down to the ground for them. I have my other family i need to take care of just because they dont want to be reasonable like they should then why do i need to pick up the pieces. so here i am my sister yesterday wanted a ride to get her hair done and i told her "no" that i was spending my old day of for a week with my family. i think she got up set but i dont really care anymore if she gets mad at me. i can only be and do so much for them i have a husband and kids to take care of.

Love always,

Ashley Benson